There are a few people in this room that know what it's like to be in a situation where everything in your flesh is saying give up, and yet you're in a situation where sometimes you're standing. Not because you're, so strong you just don't have any other option. It's, not that you, didn't think about quitting it's, not that you didn't fantasize about quitting it's, not that you didn't dream about quitting it's, not that you're, so tenacious and so strong. But life has got you pressed in a corner and you simply cannot let go of anything and you have to stand there in the middle of the storm and keep pumping your head with the faith to persevere and just say just hang in there. Just just just just don't, give up just don't. Just don't. Give up some kind of way you're going to get through this great people are people who don't cave in they're, not people where everything goes right. All hell can break loose and there's still something down inside of them. That says, I'll, never give up. They'll. Never take me alive.